Monday, May 29, 2017

Spirit Cave


[For the first time in 32 years, I returned to Spirit Cave. It looked better-preserved than I had remembered, as there were some ruins that I had forgotten about. This time, I brought my son with me and was able to show him the actual location of some of my old adventures.

The following account took place when I was twelve years old as a boy scout. I wrote it down a few years later, so most of it should be accurate, other than some literary license to fill in the gaps. I have slightly modified my old account, but have left it mostly as-is. The story of the pipe-bomb is 100% true.]

The first week of May we headed out of town to Spirit Cave. It is a wide alcove at the mouth of a little canyon covered in juniper trees, or as we would call them, “cedar trees.” Ancient Anasazi Indian ruins are scattered along the edges.

After unpacking, we built a fire and began preparing the dutch ovens. This time we were having barbeque chicken with dutch-oven potatoes. Very tasty! Along with a Pepsi, it would satisfy any stomach.

After dinner, we stood around the fire, warming our hands, when Damon suggested, “Let's make a pipe-bomb.”

“With what?” asked Courtney.

“A pipe. What else?! I saw one up on the rim of the cave.”

“I brought some black powder in my pack,” said Kevin, who was Damon's twin brother. (I think there was a hint of conspiracy here.)

“I've got matches,” I added. Walking over to get the the matches, I overheard Brother Lyman (our Scoutmaster) tell Damon to be careful, and if he were him, he wouldn't do it.

The pipe was one inch in diameter and just over a foot long. Damon placed the pipe on the ground, while Kevin poured in powder. Courtney stuffed cheat grass into the small opening and Brook lit it with a match. We all ran and ducked for cover. Nothing happened. Brook slowly walked toward it, hesitant because of the possibility of it going off. “It's out,” he said. He lit it again and ran for cover. Again nothing. We tried three more times and finally gave up.


In the meantime, we had cleaned up dinner and rolled out our sleeping bags. The sun went down and darkness fell upon Spirit Cave. The only light came from the red glow of our fire, and if you got far enough away, there were the pin pricks of stars in the dark sky above. A sudden chill came with the new night.

We decided to play flashlight wars. No camp-out is complete without its share of games. For this game, we would split into two teams. One team hides, while the other team looks for them. If you shine your light on one of the opposing team members and call their name, they're out.

I was on the team that had to hide. There was no moon, so I decided to hide close-by. I laid down under a cedar tree about fifty feet from camp. I was quiet. The other kids, scampering to their hideouts, could be heard in the distance. I waited. The wind whistled and leaves swayed back and forth.

At last, the opposing team had finished counting and was now on the search. No one came close enough for me to zap them with my flashlight. So I lay still. Once they had passed me, everything was quiet again. The camp fire crackled while crickets sang. The rising smoke above the cave looked eerie.

Courtney and Erik came walking toward the fire. Brook was behind them, escorting his victims back to the base. Here was a prime opportunity to free one. It was risky, but why not? I sprinted in and touched Erik on the back of his shoulder. Got him! I now had thirty seconds to find a new hide-out. This time I went further back and hid behind a huge rock.

Once again, everything was silent. There was little action taking place by other kids and the density of the cedar forest blocked most of my view.

A pack rat ran out in front of me into a hole in the cliff--or was it? At second glance, I noticed it was not a cliff, but an Indian ruin. It sent a small chill down my spine. Obviously, these ruins were evacuated hundreds of years ago, but the possibility of skinwalkers roamed my mind. Skinwalkers were the spirits of the Indians who used to live in these ruins. True or fiction, I didn't know. But the thought of it sure was freaky at a time when I was all alone at midnight with no moon.

Movements from behind startled me. I remained still and didn't worry. Those were the sounds of the night, and any harm they would do was all in my mind.

In the distance, I could hear Damon calling, “Lacy . . . . you're the last one! You've got no chance!” I put a smile on my face and told myself, “yeah, right.”

“We got you, Lacy.” Brook's voice shocked me from behind. Tim followed closely. “We got you, John.” I stood up and surrendered.


We all gathered around the camp fire and shot the bull. “Let's try the pipe-bomb again,” Damon strongly suggested. So, we did. Brook lit it again, and quickly ran for cover. A dud.

“If it doesn't go off this time, I give up.” Brook made a final attempt to set off the bomb. He struck the match on a nearby rock. He lit the cheat grass and half-heartedly trotted back.

BOOOOM!!!!!!

“Oh, crap!” Brook yelled, while diving to the ground. A large ball of fire flashed and a bellowing echo rang from the cave. Brother Lyman sat up in his sleeping bag and muttered something toward us. I didn't hear a word he said, because my ears were ringing like a telephone.

Once I could regain my hearing, I could hear Brook exclaiming, “Oh my hell! I was only two feet away from that sucker!”

“Dang, my ears are still ringing,” Courtney shook his head.

“Is everyone alright?” Brother Lyman came over in concern. “I warned you about this. Right now, I think it's best that you all go to bed.”

“Let's head,” said Brook, leading us to our bags.

“Where's the pipe?” asked Erik.

“It doesn't matter, as long as it ain't in the back of one of your heads,” Brother Lyman replied.


We settled down into our bags and started a conversation among us, not being able to sleep.

We talked of other kids at school and told jokes. The night grew darker as the last flame died out. Only red and black embers remained.

“Does anyone have any skinwalker stories?” someone asked.

Everyone else shook their head, but I piped up, “I've got one.” I then proceeded to tell my story:

“Remember Sister Redd, who used to teach us in Primary? I heard this story directly from her mouth. Many years ago when she was newly married, she had purchased an old wooden rocking chair that sat in the corner of the living room in her trailer. It looked as normal as the rest of her furniture. Late one night she awoke to get a drink of water. She passed through the living room to go to the kitchen, and traveled through the dark until she reached the sink, where she turned on the light. She got her drink of water, drank it, and dumped the rest out. As she heard the last of her water disappear down the drain, a blurred object in the living room caught her attention. An old Indian womanvery old it looked to her, maybe 105was sitting in the rocking chair, knitting. The Indian woman was wearing a traditional Navajo dress. She stared at the woman for two minutes. Then she walked to the living room to turn on the light. She was gone.

“Sister Redd went back to bed, but couldn't sleep. The next day she went to the previous owners and told them her story. They said that ten years ago an old Navajo lady died in that very same rocking chair.”

“But I thought that skinwalkers were supposed to be evil spirits,” said Erik confused. “That old squaw may have scared Sister Redd, but her spirit wasn't evil.”

“Technically, from what I've learned, a skinwalker is a witch that has the ability to transform into a half human, half animal being. This witch may curse you in some way, either during birth, or after. He may curse you with blindness, deformations, cancer, or heart problems. Sometimes to curse you, he will shoot a bead made of bone in you. The only way to break the curse is to have the bead sucked out and shoot it into the skinwalker and kill him. At least, that's what I've read. But I understand what you're saying, Erik. Most of the stories I hear seem to use the term skinwalker to refer to an Indian ghost.”

Eventually the discussion ceased. Each kid lay in his sleeping bag pondering the subject of skinwalkers. Was the story they had heard really true? Or was it a far-fetched and out-stretched tale? It was hard to see the reality of it, but there was a side to each of us that wanted to believe it. We thought and visualized the subject until we got very sleepy. Then our thoughts turned to dreams. The dead of night moved in. Nothing around moved. Everything slept.


Before I awoke, breakfast was ready. It was last night's dutch-oven potatoes with eggs mixed in, along with bacon and sausage on the side. It looked to me like Courtney and Kevin were the early-birds who got up to make it. We all stood around the fire, holding our paper plates full of food.

The sky was blue, except for a white streak left behind from a high-flying jet. The Anasazi ruins were still there, and so were the cedar trees. I watched a rabbit scamper off into the bushes. Then I noticed a huge sparrow land on th . . . . BOOOOM!!!!  It sounded as if the whole world had blown up! I was so startled that all my sausages rolled off my plate. My ears rang. We all looked at Damon, who was standing against the rock wall, chuckling. While we ate, he had filled a sawed-off Mountain Dew can with black powder and lit it off! Obviously, he hadn't learned a lesson from last night.

As the fire died down, I volunteered to go out and collect more fuel. The only wood to burn was dead cedar branches that had fallen to the ground. I walked a good distance away from the fire and began gathering small sticks and a couple big ones. The heap was carried in my arms while my eyes could barely peer over the stack. I couldn't see the ground at all until the top branch fell off the pile. And when it fell, they all fell. I looked in amazement at an object nearly fifteen yards from my feet. Was it? Could it be? I wasn't sure, but it had to be. It was the pipe-bomb! And it had melted into a V-shape. Instantly I was thankful that none of us were hit by this flying object when I realized it was 100 yards away from the camp fire!

“Guys!” I yelled. “I found it, I found it!” I sprinted back to camp, with the evidence in my hands. My breathing rate was almost as fast as I was talking when I showed it to the boys.

“That could have killed one of us,” someone intelligently pointed out. We all stared in amazement at the melted V-shape of the once erect pipe.


We had an hour and a half left to do whatever we wanted before we left. I hiked a few hundred yards away and clamored onto a huge boulder where I sat. It was a good enough view where I could observe the entire place.

The temperature felt good unless the sun was behind a cloud. Then the wind turned chilly, creating goose bumps over my arms. Once the sun returned, the breeze was warm again and the boulder on which I sat felt nice and warm.

I was surprised when I saw a doe and fawn hop off into the trees. With all the commotion we had made, I thought they would have been spooked off long ago.

In my sight were the ruins built by the Anasazi. Their mysterious disappearance has inspired writers and raised man's curiosity for years.

These bygone people once inhabited this very land. Their name comes the Navajo, meaning “ancient one,” or more precisely, “enemy ancestor.” They were farmers, growing mostly corn, beans, and squash. They also built stone shelters, usually against the side of a cliff-wall to protect themselves from wind and their enemies. These houses were built of rectangular-shaped stones, piled several feet high. The over-hang of the cliff could protect against the elements, but they also used timber to create a thatched roof. Apparently they had to use ladders to get to some of these structures. There are some ruins that look impossible to be reached because they are so high upon steep, slick, and impossible-to-climb cliffs.

Not only were they master builders, but beautiful artists also. They produced huge quantities of pottery with artistic designs covering them, including artistic textures. Some of their weapons such as spears, knives, and arrowheads have been found scattered along the ground.

Although they seemed to have been a progressing tribe, something happened that caused them to vanish. No one knows exactly why, but many have their theory's. Some say a huge drought came and forced them to leave. Others speculate that hostile enemies chased them out. Some agree on both, but say they all fled into a sacred kiva to escape the evils of this world. There, they entered into a different realm, co-existing and sharing the same earth as us.

There hasn't been a single trace of where they might have went, although some think that they moved south and are the ancestors of the Pueblo Indians. Numerous questions have been left to ask. Why did they leave behind all their pots, baskets, and weapons? Things look as if they left in haste.

Only from what has survived the last seven hundred years can archeologists use to study the Anasazi's past. The stone houses still remain, but they have been crumbling for centuries. Broken pottery is scattered around the ground, proving, once assembled, that the Anasazi were great artists and potters. Grinding stones, mostly used to grind corn, can often be found. Hieroglyphics cover many of the cliff walls, showing some of their stories and beliefs.

As I looked at these ancient ruins that were built in and around Spirit Cave, my mind tried to comprehend the history behind it. The ruins had been abandoned for hundreds of years, or had they? Perhaps their spirits still lived here. That's sure how it felt the night before. Somehow the darkness has an effect on the mind that brings unsettling thoughts.


Monday, May 22, 2017

Rattlesnakes


We had driven for miles over rough roads across the desert to inspect the archaic inscriptions that were scattered among the black rocks. I brought my two daughters, ages 11 and 13, who wore tennis shoes and were eager to explore along the long jagged cliffs. It had rained just minutes earlier, giving a pungent smell to the air and a dampness to the dirt.

Jenna and I climbed over the rocks and had already found several glyphs. Some appeared to be random squiggly lines, while others were recognizable as animals or men. Depictions of humans bore horns on their heads, which from what I understand, represent power, not the devil.

Suddenly, Jenna announced that she had to use the bathroom and she darted down the rocks toward our vehicle. As I stood on a large slab that was precariously balanced over a small ledge, I heard her yell out, “Dad, I found a snake!”

I expected it to be a blow snake, or some harmless breed of serpent. But when I made it to Jenna's side, I examined the design and color of the snake's skin and knew at once this was a rattlesnake. The small reptile appeared to be “teenager” in size and sat motionless in a coil with his head resting on his body. The infamous “rattle” was out of sight for the moment. Entwined in a near perfect coil, Jenna mistook the serpent for a cow pie at first.


There are some people who claim they see rattlesnakes all the time, but I am not one of those people. I could probably count on two hands how many rattlesnakes I have seen in my lifetime. I recall finding one at a family reunion on the mountain and my dad promptly killing it with a shotgun.

I have never killed one personally, but will admit that I have a secret desire to photograph one. And not just any photo will do. I want the snake coiled up, with the rattle and head both showing. It must be crisp. I've taken one other picture of a rattlesnake and it didn't quite meet all the requirements.

So now I was standing two feet away from a creature with lethal venom, next to my daughter, and my biggest thought was to get a picture! Of course, I made sure that Jenna was at least four feet back. And by now, Savanah was there too.

“I think he's sleeping,” Jenna said. Indeed, the creature didn't move. I was half-tempted to find a stick and see if he was even alive. I decided against that, but instead stood two feet back and leaned as far forward as I could over the coiled snake to get an areal photograph. This worked for a few shots, but suddenly the serpent awoke, and his once hidden rattle whipped out and stood erect, and vigorously vibrated. We all stepped back as our heart rates doubled. The rattlesnake uncoiled and writhed for a moment before slithering to a nearby bush where he entwined once again.

I couldn't just leave the situation. I hadn't taken the perfect picture yet. Now the creature hid beneath the bush, and although we could see it, there were branches and a pesky little plant that blocked part of the view. And he wasn't showing his rattle anymore. I will admit that I made a couple controversial moves and shook of the bush and tossed a twig or two toward him. I considered goading with a stick, but decided I wasn't that desperate.

After several minutes of waiting, we decided to move on and continue looking for petroglyphs. It wasn't twenty seconds later when Jenna shouted out, “There's another one!” Just twenty feet away from the first, spiraled up and basking in the sun, a large rattlesnake watched as three humans gathered around him. He was at least twice as big as the first and it didn't take long before he slid beneath a nearby rock, but still in plain view beneath the shadow of the overhang.

His rattle made the noise of death and appeared to vibrate at a hundred miles an hour. As he coiled up, his tail passed directly in front of his face while his long black tongue flicked in and out. His head, neck, and upper section lifted from the rest of the body, as if poised to strike at any moment. I quickly tried to remember the rules of how far a snake could strike, not sure if it was the full length, or half. Either way, I kept my distance.

I was able to snap some pictures that I felt should be satisfactory. But every few seconds I would gaze behind me to be sure there wasn't another serpent at my feet. Jenna tried to film with her phone, but admitted that she was still shaking. She was standing in an ant pile and didn't even know it.


After ten more minutes, we once again decided that our stalking of the snakes must be abandoned. We let the nervous creature be to himself and the rest of us humans decided to continue on. Jenna, after being the one to discover both snakes, opted to spend the rest of her time inside the vehicle where she was safe from any venomous bite.

Savanah and I continued to inspect the rocks for ancient inscriptions, but I admit that we spent more time looking at the ground than at the rocks. To put it mildly, I was paranoid. And then, to confirm all my paranoia, I spotted another rattlesnake just in front of us! He was as big as the first, and coiled up on the dirt, next to a cluster of cheat grass. I quickly grabbed Savanah's arm and yanked her back! This wily serpent didn't get any of our attention. No pictures. No gawking. We just moved out of the way and walked around it!

We stayed for an additional hour without seeing another snake. We found some intriguing petroglyphs, including some from the U.S. Cavalry in 1868. But most of the glyphs were much older and chiseled out by the Native tribes who lived here over a thousand years ago.

I wonder if the snakes are connected with these ancient people, somehow watching over and protecting their sacred site.

We finally called it quits and began driving the rough dirt road back toward our home. We hadn't gone far when I saw that we passed another snake. This one was elongated, no doubt attempting to cross the road. As I stopped the vehicle, we all raced behind to catch a glimpse of what it was. Sure enough, it was a rattler. This one was much smaller, which would make him more venomous. We watched for a fleeting few seconds as the young serpent wagged his rattle and slithered into obscurity through the grass that grew on the side of the road. ♠